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Thursday, September 30, 2010

scrolling down the facebook, i saw my friend profile - KWA MIAO QIN! Don't know why, i just have a urge to post about her. i came into my blog and saw the post she written to me that time. AWWW... so sweet. lols.

i rmb that girl ,siting in front me, often got bully by me. she is forever emo-ing in her own world. i would never forget the first tym i was "force" to sit beside her cause to Chairo. she was like in her own world. so quiet and innocent. it really hell sitting beside her cause SHE DON'T EVEN MADE A SQUEAK. lols.

i donnoe since when she started to open up and talk more!. this is when she started irritate me. i will never forget the first person ever to make me repeat myself for more than 3 time before she clearly get what i mean but when it's near exam she forgotten totally. hahahha. she really made me "vomit blood" man. But it was fun teaching her. cause she made me think of creative way to memorise or to understand each subject. (maybe this my "bao ying" for bully her when she sat in front of me.)

she once told me, " 我以前很怕你,应为你骂过我” Actually i didnt did that on purpose. i was busy doing math. super angry cause didnt manage to solve the problem when she kept turning around and keep asking me question. lols. i didnt really scold her but only say in a not very nice tone, "不要吵我!”

i rmb we often brought food or "da bao" from the canteen and eat in class. not to forget my favourite, "bee-bee" snack. i was the first one who started smuggling this snack into the class and slowly everyone started following!.it such a small packet that teacher don really notice. hahaha. everyone noe that i love the snack. to off-track, i rmb jiao hui even brought me 64 packet of bee-bee snack for my birthday.:D hahhaha.

now we are in different school. kind of missing the days we had in the same school. All the fun and laughter. not to forget gossiping. hahaha. maybe because of what had happened during the my secondary 2 life- the hardest peroid of my life TILL NOW!, i treasure this friendship alot.And there one thing i need to clarify with you... you are definitely not a lousy friend to me. in fact... same as you, someone who i did not have to built a barrier in front of me. the one that is a lousy friend is actually me. i notice that i can be super close with someone but over a peroid of time, the person can just be like a stranger to me. maybe that y no friendship of mine last. don't worry. it's not your fault. the real problem lies within myself. ohya good luck for your promo!. hope you enjoy your jc life.

FYI... i'm straight too:D


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Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Friendship is never everlasting.

just realise that i had alot of friends. But the sad thing is. true friend i have none. have you ever feeling low and wanted someone to talk to, yet you didn't know who to talk to? feeling pissed and sad about it?

isn't friend about sharing all the fun and laughter and of course sadness. why is it most friends of mine forgotten about me whenever there is laughter yet rmb me only when there is sadness or help is needed?.

you say we were friend... nope, brother and sister. yet how many time have you dissapoint me?. whenever you have fun and laughter have you ever thought about me. but once you have sadness or sorrow i am the one you seek. thanks har. you often said, "you can count on me whenever you face difficulty". have you ever wonder? what kind of friend i wanted you to be. i dont want you as a friend whereby i seek sorrow. i want a friend that share joy, laughter or even sorrow and not only sadness.

sometime i wonder the credibility of your promise and all the word you said to me. Friend for life?. doubt so...


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